Ugly by glyniscool@hotmail.com intro quick shots of this girl in her room which is kinda messy, you know, average teen ager's room, and she's really really skinny and just walking around fixing little things "i don't look in the mirror" you see her looking at her face in a big mirror (zoned in to her just her face and shoulders) and she's pulling at her skin and looking for zits and stuff like that and has this "i'm so ugly" look on her face (well, duh, ugly...) "i don't like what i see staring back at me" she's putting on makeup and is being real careful and trying to make it look real good. little flash of a scene of her and her boyfriend fighting "everything is clearer" she fingers the bruise on her arm (she has on a tank top) and winces at it "i'll never see what you see" you see her walking home from wherever she was when she got hurt and she's a wreck and it's raining, her makeup's smearing, the whole bit "it's not me" back to her face in the mirror, she pauses while putting on makeup and almost puts it down but then continues "so beautiful and free" in the rain again she keeps looking behind her and her dress is all soaking wet etc etc "i'll never be what you need" she's sitting on her bed and shakes off her memory then picks up a picture on her bedside table and looks at it "can't help it at all" goes back to them fighting "i was born so beautiful" she's standing in front of the mirror and looking at herself and pinching what she thinks is fat and you know, acts like she feels like she's fat, but she's actually really skinny "but now i'm ugly" looks at her bruise and puts a bandage over it "and i rot in my skin" she takes some diet pills and examines herself again "as a piece of me dies every day" you see them fighting and then jumps to her sitting on her bed crying "i know i'm nothing" starts examing her face again and she looks very tired and has bags under her eyes, which are kind of red "i know there's nothing i can say" the guy hits her and yells at her tiny instrumental part you see her hand fumbling with the diet pills on her table "to change" she's now bending over her table and opening a drawer and searching for something "the judgement in their ways" outside in the rain she's walking unsteadily and almost falls several times "i'll never be what you need" she's having trouble finding what she wants in her drawer and is throwing things around to find it "can't help it at all" she's sitting on her bed again and has her face in her hands "my love was so beautiful" picks up the picture and looks at it except this time the camera is much closer and can see it and *gasp* it look like that guy she was fighting with! except he's friendly looking, and she pulls out a little love note that's tucked inside of it "but now i'm ugly" you see her in the bathroom vomiting up her food (no you don't actually see the vomit, just her leaning over the sink "yeah" and instrumental she looks up fromthe sink and opens the cabinet and finds what she was looking for "i'm good enough but i don't care" looking at her face in the mirror and pulling it etc "i'm good enough but i'm not there" she pulls out the box that she took from the bathroom cabinet and opens it up, pulling out a needle and other fun stuff "i'm good enough but i don't care" looking at her whole body and trying to look thinner "the sun is out but i'm not there" she starts using the needle etc "i'm good enough but i don't care" out in the rain and she's kinda going crazy, not really, but hitting the air you know real emotional and angry "the sun is out but i'm not there" she's picking at the bandage and is crying "i'm good enough" put down her needle "i'm good enough" she's looking in the mirror at her face but then pulls away and looks down "i don't look in the mirror" sitting on her bed with the needle, she looks confused and looks to her side and then to the ground "i don't like what i see staring back at me" doesn't like how her makeup turned out and starts to wash it off "everything is clearer" she walks into the bathroom and puts the box back into the cabinet "i'll never see what you see" she looks at herslef again and gets very angry "and i rot in my skin" she throws down the mirror and it crashes on the ground "as a piece of me dies every day" she holds her stomach like she going to throw up and reaches for some pills but instead knocks them down off her table "i know i'm nothing" her again in the rain and she's stopped crying but her eyeliner is running down her face and she's looking up at the sky kind of like she's asking "why??" "because i'm ugly" she's lying on the ground and breathing heavily ending the camera slowly moves off of her and onto one of the mirror fragements in which you can see the reflection of her boyfriend's picture and the note saying "i love you" at the bottom